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God’s Work of Art

   Rev. Karen Fitz La Barge   5/25/2023

The Weaver  by Benjamin Malacia Franklin

My life is just a weaving
Between my Lord and me.
I cannot change the color
For He works most steadily.

Oft times He weaves the sorrow
And I in foolish pride;
Forget He sees the upper
And I, the underside.

Until the loom is silent
And the shuttle cease to fly,
Will God roll back the canvas
And explain the reason why.

The dark threads are as needful
In the skillful Weaver’s Hand
As the golden threads of silver
He has patterned in His Plan.

Reflections on The Weaver:

               I am God’s work of art. Every moment of every day my God weaves a beautiful fabric of my life. It amazes me that no line of weaving is exactly the same.  Each day is different, each passing day has its own shading and its own pattern, somehow fitting together in a larger pattern of days, months and seasons.

            My God is certainly creative and generous. The threads of my life come in an abundance of textures and colors.  Strands that I would never give a second thought to, things that I would never have chosen, suddenly are highlighted and come to the front to play boldly in front of my eyes. Sometimes I turn away from what is in front of me, I don’t want to see it.

            Today God is weaving part of the story of the fact of my brokenness and grief.  In this place, the weaving is dipped in the hues of dark and shadow. I see the thin threads, so frail that they are hard to handle. And there are the frayed threads, seeming to come apart with ugly slubs and knots everywhere.  But especially among the most damaged threads, God patiently works and slowly and carefully twists the tiny fibers back together.  God always takes the opportunity to create something new where there was a broken mess before.

            And just there, I can see something new appearing.  Threads radiant with light grow out of the nowhere of the shadows of my struggle and pain. It is lovely in its satin softness, glowing with forgiveness and grace. I reach for the beauty and try to hold onto it. But despite my wonder, God does not stop, and with God’s every stitch, with every loop, there is the ongoing invitation for me to let go, to stop pulling and unwinding what is being created, right now out of my life.  To let the loving and understanding hands of the Weaver continue to gently move, and guide and create something beautiful. 

              For what I need most to remember today is that I am God’s work of art, constantly growing and changing and that God is not nearly finished with me yet.

–Rev. Karen Fitz La Barge

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Feed us, O God

Prayers for the Hungry:

Let us pray for those who hunger in this land: whose only kitchen is a soup kitchen; whose only food is what others don’t want; whose diet depends on luck, not on planning. Lord, feed your people using our skills and conscience, and eradicate from our politics and private lives the apathy to hunger which comes from over-indulgence.

Let us pray for the hungry to be fed.
Feed us, O God.

Let us pray for the hungry in this land and other lands, where no one may see to respond to human need or have any capacity, or where fields are farmed for the benefit of others by workers whose own children are hungry. Help us discern between need and greed. Lord, feed your people, even if means our own lifestyles must change so that all may be nourished.

Let us pray for the hungry to be fed.
Feed us, O God.

Let us pray for the hungry for justice, who suffer gross inequalities, who suffer because of tyranny, who are persecuted or oppressed, who have no hope and whose lives contain great misery. May their labor not be in vain and may we be counted as bringing them a cup of cold water.

Let us pray for the hungry to be fed.
Feed us, O God.

Let us pray for the hungry in Spirit, who have so much noise in their lives they cannot hear the thundering of God’s Love whispering in their ears. Lord, open our ears to that your voice may be heard and understood.

Let us pray for the hungry and the fed. Feed us, O God.

(adapted from Trinity Cathedral Miami, Prayers of the People)emptyplate-swirl

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An Obituary for Racial Colorblindness

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An Obituary for Colorblindness

           On July 13th, 2013, when George Zimmerman was found not guilty of murdering Trayvon Benjamin Martin, the theory of racial color blindness in the United States died on the courtroom floor from a massive heart attack.
             The racial color blindness theory had grown up quite a bit since it was born out the civil rights era of the 1960’s.  It was a well behaved, gently intentioned theory with a great philosophical ancestry.  It proposed to judge people only on their individual merit, on “The content of their character” rather than “The color of their skin.”  The theory of color blindness insisted that it “Did not see color” and that it “treated everyone the same.”

            What Americans did not acknowledge was that the theory of racial color blindness had a huge birth defect:  the people in our country actually live and act very differently.  We have no common culture in how we treat others.  Many people grew up not only with broken sidewalks, but with twisted families.  Some people had learned to live with an attitude of suspicion. They understood personal protection as a fully loaded weapon rather than the sense of security that comes from knowing all of your neighbors names. They were taught to follow people in order to appear threatening, and to never trust or to follow the instructions of a police officer.  –Not everyone follows the golden rule and treats others as they want to be treated.  Instead many people were taught to skew that rule and treat others just as they have been treated: badly.

With all of these differences in actual culture and behavior, we should not be surprised when our theory of American racial colorblindness crumples at our feet.  Without an over arching principle of some sort of commonly held belief, there is absolutely no way to overcome our fear of others who are different than we are.  Without something bigger than the American freedom to become who we want to be and the liberty to do whatever we want that is legal, there can be no cure for this deadly disease that shows up with its terrible symptoms of racism and intolerance.

            What is needed, more than anything else, is a good old fashioned dose of love.  –The self sacrificial kind that loves your neighbor while also loving yourself.  The kind of love that Jesus showed by having long conversations with the despised and the outcasts, the forgotten sick and the poor.  The kind of love that sees the systemic poverty and the broken schools, the lack of healthcare and the chronic unemployment in our country as the cancer that guns all of us of us down, no matter what our zip code is.
 

            While our racial colorblindness may now be dead on arrival, this opens up the opportunity for us to look around us and to open up our hearts to meet people where they are, to find out who they really are as individuals. To get a sense of how they think, how they interact with others and how they have been hurt and broken just like the rest of us.  It gives us an opportunity for us to practice what we preach and to show love and to build true relationships in the world, everyday. I hope and pray that we will.

Rev. Karen Fitz La Barge

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People Are Broken

People are broken. Some in big ways and some in little ways. The horrific events at Sandy Hook Elementary this morning cracks open the facade that we are all doing fine and that we don’t all have fear, anger, pain and darkness in our lives that cause us to lash out at others. For some their darkness is so big that letting it out involves killing kindergarteners with semi automatic weapons. For others their brokenness is not so dark or tragic or traumatic, but it still eats at their soul every day robbing them of joy.

We need to stop pretending that we are all fine and that we are all not in need of love, forgiveness and healing. We need to open up our hearts and souls and say, “I’m sorry” to God, to others and to ourselves. We need to give and accept forgiveness and work toward healing the brokenness that is in all of us. We need to let God’s love and acceptance win over human fear and anger and hate.Image

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